Updated: Jan 25, 2019
The pain
There's pain in what I'm feeling
I love, I feel real love in something so unrevealing
A feeling so unrehearsed, however so perverse
I'm sorry that I'm not sorry , even though it's all falling apart
My heart is breaking , slowly , piece by piece
Minute by minute
Causing me to seize
But nothing , rather , no one ...you -
Was there for me .
You walk away when I need you most ,
Your back Is turned when I begged you close
My eyes are hidden because they are swollen , my heart has shriveled
Because you are so cold with in
Or is it , possibly me , maybe .
I love so deeply, to the core of my soul
That I feel nothing but pain , so I hide so freely
Behind such large teeth , and define dimples
Where the truth of my broken heart you shall not see because I'm too afraid you will leave me
I am more of coward that I can't leave a man,
A man who clearly doesn't feel for me In return ,,
In return, there's a separation that's lies heavily between us
Where I am I and you are you and when we are we
You are inside of me .. And even then , that is , all that that is
And I lie broken, broken down .. Trying to gather the pieces of my heart of my soul , of my fucking sanity
For I was once a victim , who lost her battles
And regain her victory .. Of self love
The pain
The pain that I felt when a stranger forces his way into your soul , and steals your dignity, your rights and
values as a women.. There's real pain
There is real pain , in the loss of yourself
There's true mourning
And when you regained your own life, and love
And give it to man who shows you his back
There's pain.
X E.marie
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