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Updated: Jan 25, 2019

Dear mind heart and all in part ..


Help me understand brain ..! 


What is an individual who's lost in her mind


Thoughts taking over , dark clouds no more sunshine 


Depths to her core , there's only pain and sadness


Surface , you would think madness 


But she smiles , spreading comfort 


Holding back her tears 


Queen of teeth clenching 


All it is , is discomfort


Back forth with herself causing deep tension


Bruised soul who loves so whole heartedly 


Chained up , bombarded with false promises 


False faces 


I , have been through the dirt

 

But you would never know 


I, want to scream because I have deeply hurt


I , have fallen to my knees .. again and again 


Trying to find a mense 


A way out , a way to forgive 


For him 


When all I want is to disappear 


You help me see things clear 


God dammit I'm so fucking tired of crying


Fighting 


Climbing 


Drowning ... man


Where the fuck is that horizon 


With the silver lining ,?! 


It must all be in my mind then 


Because surly I'm going blind man .. 


I see none of it .. balls of hope ..?


It's all garbage and .. 


fuck all of it xx I'm hurt 


And nobody can tell me nothing 


This is of my own truths 


Pain .. 


fuck I'll choose to be cool but know 


That I'm screaming fuck you and you 🖕🏾

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